Damn I love u.

Do I need is a break. Maybe is this what will help me realize what I want or what I need. Cause lately I'm confused if it comes to love. I met the girl of my dreams, for real! I'm not saying this because I'm a smooth talker or hoping she might read this. Just telling u what's real and what's on my mind.Last week somebody said to me love can be like a rollercoaster. It brings u up and when ur there it brings down. At the moment it feels like a rollercoaster. And it's hard to life like that.
I think I'm ready for love but she's not and I understand. The hard part is that my patience will be tested. Can I wait, do I want this. Is it all worth to wait. Some of u think I should wait, because I said it's the girl of my dreams. But it's easier said than done.
I'll try to explane what I see in her..
When I think about her smile it makes me smile. When I know she's sad it makes me sad but when we get to that point I'm willing to do everything within my power to make her happy. When I'm with her she make me feel comfortebal. It's like everything falls down and that I only can feel the love. When I look at her, I see something in her pretty eyes. It's hard to explane but when I see that I can look all day to it. When I'm not with her I miss her like crazy. I even do when I'm with her haha. For some people it sounds weird and it looks like I'm despret. But when u know it's the one, u act and think like this.She fills my emptyness with love. She's the one who can bring me up when I'm down. I know she likes me but she need time to heal things from her past. So am I strong enough to keep this feeling together and to be there in a way for her that she feels comfortebal. I pray for it and I know God has a plan for all this. Because my love for her is growing day by day.I need to find a way to hold her and take her with me to the place where our love will be in one line. Where God can work with us, so that other people can see how love supposd to be.
Now I'm a person when I love someone I give myself 200% for our love. My father told me many times I have to dose my love for a person. Because then i'll make it easier for myself. So that's what I'm gonna try. It's not that I can love her less but maybe try to show it less only at the right moments.

So my conclusion for this situation is, go with God and he will get me trough this. I don't need a break, all I need is to clear my mind and know what's waiting for me on the other side. Don't run away from it, fight the feeling. Bless yall.