"What I am is God's gift to u, what I become is my gift to God"

So it is.

I do forgive but i wont forget. I let the past be the past and see my future ahead.

I say..

some words in life are there, just to be said and not to be done. No matter what the reason is..

Today..

When I woke up this morning lying in bed, I was asking myself: What are some of the secrets of success in life? I then found the answer right there in my room. The AC said - Be cool. The roof said - Aim high. The window said - See the world. The clock said - Every minute is precious. The mirror said - Reflect before you act. The calendar said - Be up to date. The door said - Push hard for your goals. And don't forget, the carpet said - Kneel down and pray. Carry a heart that never hates. Carry a smile that never fades. Carry a touch that never hurts.

Lesson..

You've got to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you've got, and remember what you had. Always forgive, but never forget. Learn from mistakes, but never regret..

Truth hurts..

Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't.

Quote..

Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. - Dr. Suess

Have you ever..

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?

Quote.

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Come and go..

Don't know what it is, but when someone is 'leaving' my life I always get two back.. Weird but true..

Question?

Why do people always want to reach the impossible, longing for the unreachable, why is the question.. Some thing are already in front of you, don't search for what you already got.. Open your eyes and see..

Off-beat

I wanna love you, I need to love you, I'm giving you, all my love.. But I'm gonna bring this on the down, can't do this anymore.. My heart had the right rythem, but now it's off-beat.. Got to let it go, need to let it go. I have to find the right rythem again.. I have to find new love again, new breathe. Because you just don't see...

The Syndicate - 15 minutes of FAME

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=6NXG2US8

In this link you have to fill in a code, than wait for a couple of seconds and then u can download it.
This is a house demo, later this week I'll hook yall up with the RnB classics.

Peacee

Take My Hand..



Lovely song, lovely voice...

Deuces



Slowjam version of 'Deuces'.. Just listen..

Perfect?

I'm not saying girls are perfect, because we all know that's not true. But why be unfaithful to her if she was true to you.. - Tupac Amaru Shakur RIP

Ups and downs..

Sometimes it feels like we loosin everything. That everything we like to do seems to go wrong. But I thank God for being there with me all the time, in my ups and in my downs. He brings me up when I'm down, like the sunshine after the rain.

How to be succesfull..

Maybe you do not understand, maybe you don't want to understand but I can tell you that God is the way to succes. I have to say it's not direct only you and God beacause he use other people to guide you on your journy to succes. That's why you have to pray that you will meet the right people in life. And don't forget, the bible tells you 'pray and work'. My father learned me something that I will never forget, he said; If want a Ferarri, don't pray for a Fiat. Pray, believe and work. With God everything is possible!

Respect!

Respect is something what you get when you give it. But in our culture you always give respect to older people, nomatter what is happening, you just do. Some people will never understand that and that's something we got to life with. But don't get them to close to you, cause that kind of people will influence you with the no-good things. Know where you come from..

When it comes to family..

There is one rule that I will never ever break when it comes to family. That is that I never will choose the side against my my family. Even your own family will try to hurt you but that dont mean that you've to stand against eachother. If that happends you know it's not your family. Put them out of sight, go on and learn from it. Family first!

Stars

You can compare me with a star on a clear night. I'm there for you, watching you. You see me shine, shining just for you. You wanna touch me but there is this distens between us what makes it's hard. But you have to know that I will
never loose you out of sight, nomatter what, I'm there shinining for you. Wait for you till you willing to take that road, the road to the star, so we can shine together.

Good Life equals Life's Good..

When you enjoy your life than you can say you have a good life. With good life you can tell others that life is good. maybe your life is'nt perfect but the most important thing that I wanna tell you is just one word; E-N-J-O-Y! That could make so many things in life way more ease.

L-O-V-E

You can find love in many ways. But the best way is when love finds you. Most of the time, in that kinda situations you dont reconize love. Beacause your not searching for it. But when you notice, it could be the one you spend your life with. So in my opinion of love.. I say dont search for it, because love will find you. Be open, see and feel love, it's there waiting for you.

143

143 that means.. I love you..

So you're fancy huh?

"Things ain't what they seems to be. You might get caught up in these fancy things, but at the end. Your just living a lie. #icantell"

Quote ala Lysh love.

When I say so..

I call you my friend when you act like one. When you pass that part of being a good friend, I call you my family..

Ambonwhena Ft. Sageru & Agil - Maluku Panggil Pulang

The magic numbers..

Maybe I don't show, maybe I don't know. Maybe you don't see, maybe I just wanna say 1-4-3.

Gotsta love them!



Happy bday Alysha love!

One <3

The Syndicate at Sharm el Sheikh



You can find us here from 09-09-2010 till 14-09-2010. Spinning at Pattaya Beach Club.

One we all love, one we all sing..



This song reminds me of the good times and the bad times. For sure a top 10 alltime RnB song!

Cher Lloyd X Factor Audition 2010 preforming Turn My Swag On by Keri Hilson



You have to see this one, funny and good. Just listen..

Just saying.

If you expect the unexpected than you're planning your life. Dont ever fail to plan, cause then you're planning to fail..

People..

Why do people act different. Why people try to be someone else or something else, instead of being them self. People who act this way are loosing there self, loosing others like there family or friends. Know that your family and real friends accept you as you are and that they will always love you. Don't let lies rule your life. Be happy, be strong! It's your body, your mind, your soul! Get your self in control and you will see that you dont need to lie to others. Because you know who you are at that time, so you can be real to others. A wise man told me once; treat others, like you want to be treated and be a blessing to others, so you can be blessed to. Bless

Take a look and see..



This is what I do, this is who I am ;)

The Syndicate at Domain, Jakarta Indonesia



We had a great night, we love J-town!

Glenn Fredly & Ello (Rame Rame)



When I listen to this song, it reminds me of the good times at Rooftop Shy. Jakarta nightlife!

Indonesia 2010



I life for the nights that I can't remember, with the people that I wont forget..

Out of sight, Out of mind.

Now I could write a blog about it but I think the lyrics of this song says enough.
Just listen..

Knowledge of human nature.

Everybody has some knowledge of human nature. But the question is what can you do with that knowledge?

When you meet someone for the first time you always have a feeling rather it's good or bad. This is a thing of knowledge of human nature. You recognize things you like or dislike. At that moment you decide if your conversation leads to something more or that it's just a regular conversation.

And what if your conversation is good and you're feeling what the other person says. Most of the time your conversation leads you to a higher level of talkin. What started as a regular conversation is now something with content. You talk about hobbies, friends and family. You talk about life. If someone has a problem you want to help him/her.
This could be a start of a friendship.

Friendship is special. Why is friendship special?
I think it's special because than you got someone who you can build on and trust on. This is what we need in life. People where we can count on. And when you find that person and you got this special feeling you need to cherish this feeling. At this point your friend is not just a friend anymore, you can call it family.

Family is important. Because when you think no one is there for you, you got family. Never choose the side against your family. These people know you! Your parents has raised you and will always be there for you. Maybe it don't feels like that but I know that your parents are the people who loves you and nomatter what they will always care about you.

So know your people.. Let them know that you care about them. Give them the love they need. You can't expect that they give that back but real people will give it back. Don't worry about that.

Use your knowledge in the right way and you will always be satisfied with what you got and what you are.

Peace

Sunshine.

If u only would shine for one minute on a rainy day. You make me smile.

It's okay now.

There are always moment you remember things from the past and that you miss those times. I've learned that if you can cherish those moments, everything is alot easier. It will not stop the missing but you can say it's okay.

My last two blogs were writin with a messed up mind. But what can I say, love sucks sometimes. The healing process has started allready. I need to find comfort, so that I can put my mind on ease. And I know God don't want me to be sad. So I have to pick up the pieces and go.

Love is not blind, but it can take you in the wrong direction. Where there is love, there is healing. Where there is healing there is love.

So with love I end this latest blog, LOVE.

Reminder.

see, realize, doing, pray, done.

Unbelievable.

Damn I love u.

Do I need is a break. Maybe is this what will help me realize what I want or what I need. Cause lately I'm confused if it comes to love. I met the girl of my dreams, for real! I'm not saying this because I'm a smooth talker or hoping she might read this. Just telling u what's real and what's on my mind.Last week somebody said to me love can be like a rollercoaster. It brings u up and when ur there it brings down. At the moment it feels like a rollercoaster. And it's hard to life like that.
I think I'm ready for love but she's not and I understand. The hard part is that my patience will be tested. Can I wait, do I want this. Is it all worth to wait. Some of u think I should wait, because I said it's the girl of my dreams. But it's easier said than done.
I'll try to explane what I see in her..
When I think about her smile it makes me smile. When I know she's sad it makes me sad but when we get to that point I'm willing to do everything within my power to make her happy. When I'm with her she make me feel comfortebal. It's like everything falls down and that I only can feel the love. When I look at her, I see something in her pretty eyes. It's hard to explane but when I see that I can look all day to it. When I'm not with her I miss her like crazy. I even do when I'm with her haha. For some people it sounds weird and it looks like I'm despret. But when u know it's the one, u act and think like this.She fills my emptyness with love. She's the one who can bring me up when I'm down. I know she likes me but she need time to heal things from her past. So am I strong enough to keep this feeling together and to be there in a way for her that she feels comfortebal. I pray for it and I know God has a plan for all this. Because my love for her is growing day by day.I need to find a way to hold her and take her with me to the place where our love will be in one line. Where God can work with us, so that other people can see how love supposd to be.
Now I'm a person when I love someone I give myself 200% for our love. My father told me many times I have to dose my love for a person. Because then i'll make it easier for myself. So that's what I'm gonna try. It's not that I can love her less but maybe try to show it less only at the right moments.

So my conclusion for this situation is, go with God and he will get me trough this. I don't need a break, all I need is to clear my mind and know what's waiting for me on the other side. Don't run away from it, fight the feeling. Bless yall.

You need to see this.

Watch this video only if u can see it till the end. Cause in this video you'll see what music does when ppl from all over the world are comin together.

Stand by Me from theRedPillRadio on Vimeo.



This is why music is a big part of my life. It's brings ppl together. World peace is what I long for. Love.

Why.

My question is why.
Why is it that people try to build there lifes on bad things that happend in the past. Look forward! Let the things that can make you happy, make you happy! It's not that you've to forget what happend in the past but take it with u in a good way. Make those things usefull so that it makes you stronger. Cause then you got a right fundament for life. Don't let the past be a thing that brings you down. Sometimes you need to think about yourself and not about others around you.
Real people reconize real people!

Just sayin.

Money isn't everything. Know how to treat a lady. Show your lady how much you love her. Tell her once in a while why you love her. Take her for a diner. Make her feel special and let het know that she's your one and only. Hug her sometimes, because a lady need that so she knows that you care about her.

Not every man is a smooth talker. Your man not always want you to be his lady. Sometimes he need you to be a friend. Someone to talk or hold on. Let him know you love him and you'll always be there for him. Hug him sometimes, because a man need that so he knows that you care about him.

Bad environment, bad influence.

When you life in a environment where everything feels bad, you gonna think everything is bad. Because you get tired of all the fighting or arguments. This kinda environment brings you down and is hard to get away from it. Now I dont wanne say you need to run away from it but when you find a better or another environment to be in, go there and you'll see that everything will be better. The big differents is, you have changed your view. Now you don't stand in the center of it. But you see it from the outside. So it's time to change your view and think about yourself.

Me.

I'm a person you can talk to whenever, where ever and about whatever. But I wasn't always this way.
All the troubles and breakdowns made me that person who want to care about someone. It's not that I had an awfull youth but all the 'bad' things that happend to me made me stronger than ever. And I learned allot about life. This is the reason why I have a blog. Not to get attention or to let you think that my life is fucked up. The reason why I do this is to help others. That when they read something they can take a lesson from it or maybe even put strength out of it. This is what I want and also hope when someone is reading my blog.
I also talk about God, because without Him I wasn't here. It's also to show Him my big thanks and how greatfull I am to know Him.
Okay, that was that, back to where I started.

Now you know that I'm that kinda person. I wanne say that it's not always easy to be like that. Most of the time I take other problems with me and then those problems become my problems. Sounds stupid huh? Haha, But I dont complain about it. Because I will always be there for my family and friends. A few months back my parents notice that I had issues with certain things. So my mom ask me about it and my answer to that was, no nothing. And when someone that's so close to you ask you something like that, I say you right know, don't give that lame answer as I did. When you are a person just like me, you gotta know that you have to talk about the problems in life. Also when it's about problems of your family or friends. You don't have to tell names or details, just talk. So you can clear your heart and mind. When you do that everything would be easier, I know!

An other lesson I learned of this is that in time you NEED to think about yourself. To get loose of your own issues and problems. When you do that it would be easier to be a helping person. Accept a helping hand to be a helping hand..

Thanks.

Mini Bar Amsterdam.


So last Thursday was fun with some friends at Mini Bar Amsterdam.
If u never been here, you should try this place sometimes. It's a loung bar with good classic RnB on the background. When you some inside you get your own key. This key is to open your own fridge. It's kinda funny because you don't have to order your drinks. Just grap a drink and relax. And when you leave you pay your bill.
The bad thing about this is that sometimes you're shocked of the numbers that you have to pay haha. So don't get to drunk!

Google Mini Bar Amsterdam and you'll find your way to it.

Be thankfull.

Why is it that people are always complaining about everything. I know in life sometimes we don't agree with things or that we havin a bad mood and then say that our life sucks. But what's the point of saying that. My question to that is what are you going to do about it. Do you just sit and keep complaining or do you take action and fight the problem.
I just want to say that when everybody realize that everyday is a blessing that we may stand up and can go to work or school. Then we all see that we have a better life than we think. I don't say this will stop our problems but it will make everything easier.
Everyday I thank the Lord that he gave me life and also thank Him for the people He let into my life. Be thankfull and life will be so much easier! For real!

Almost.


I was almost there, to put an end to all this. But now I see it's a new begin of another end.
It's like weekend love.

It hurts.

When 2 good people u love dont get along with eachother, whatever the reason is, it hurts.

There are enough moments in life where u can find trouble. Why would u give up a friendship or a relationship with someone when u know you'll hurt eachother. Problems are there to solve! So dont hide and talk about eachother, talk TO eachother. Get along and make things right before it's to late.

And what they don't realize is that they put someone in between. And if that's me I can say it again, it's hard and it hurts. So you know.

It's all about love and care. True people reconize true people. Good people get along with good people and God is love.

L-O-V-E !

WINNE and the Flexican.






These 2 peepz are KE-RAY-ZEE! 'Cause there performance on Meet the Streets last Saterday was of the hook!

I can say this was the best party EVER! I felt like Superman, thats how high I jumped haha. Mad love for my fellow MTS-ers, Lysha, Jojo, Christobawlin, Isaak, Miertje, Lec, Maswel, Dre, Nic, Jor, Alf, Diaz, Benk, Erwoenoe, Rich, MT, Chris, Tu and last but not least THANG.

BIG UP TO WINNE AND THE FLEXICAN!

Holla.

A life without Ping.

I was so stupid that I dropped my Blackberry in the noodle soup. Now you're wondering how did this happend.
I was callin with someone and had a good conversation about life. But in the meanwhile I was eating my noodle soup. My phone was stuck between my shoulder and my ear. During our conversation I was eating my noodles with 'chopsticks' (the chinees sticks). When I took a bite, my phone felt in my noodle soup.

That was 2 weeks ago. Now I orderd a new one and I'm still waitin for it. And I dislike waiting for something what I really want and need.

No ping and less twitter. And Ping is so funny and sometimes handy haha. You don't wanne see what phone I got for now..

Pfff...

Is it real love.



Enough said.

Song from the heart.

Some people they call me crazy
For fallin' in love with you
They can take me and lock me away baby
Cuz there's nothing those bars can do

I'll be the rising moon after the setting sun just to let you know you'll always have someone
I'll be the clear as day when the rain is done
So you'll always know

Through the shake of an earthquakeI will never fall
That's how strong my love is
Like a shift through the storm we can risk it all
That's how strong my love is

Written by Alicia Keys

Blood In Blood Out, Art Blajos Testimony.



Almost everybody knows the movie 'Blood in Blood out'. About Latino's in ghetto. If u don't know it u should go see it.

This is a testimony of Art Blajos. He's been there and done that. He's telling his story about the time he was in the latin maffia on the streets and in prison. He spend 17 years in prison, including four faces the gas chamber on Death Row. He has been a mafia hit-man, a drug dealer and an addict. The breakthrough came via the ministry of former gang-leader Sonny Arguinzoni, and the love and care of the Victory outreach Team. The results was a solid conversion to Christ and a total transformation. Because to join the mafia, you kill. To leave the mafia, u die. And guess what he survived.

The movie takes an half hour so just relax and sit. So u can listen good to his story of a lifetime in the mafia. And how God changed his life.



Blood In Blood Out Art Blajos Testimony

Victory Outreach Westside MySpace Video


He also wrote a book about it. Named Blood in Blood out with Nicky Cruz. To get his book, just google Art Blajos and you'll find it.

Joao&Zanoah.


I introduce to you, 2 brothers who loves music; Joao&Zanoah.

Joao&Zanoah started a year ago with DJ-ing on computer. They were trying to make remixes of songs they liked. It was not a serious thing but it kept them busy. So what started with one song ended in a few months with many more.


A few months later, mom and dad went for a vacation. So it was party time. A friend brought his CDJ 800mk2 and DJM 600 with him. This was the time when everything started for real. They finally could mix there songs with real DJ equipment. For a month it was party all day long and mix all kinda songs from RnB to Hiphop and from House to UK Garage. They were spinning so much that the neighbours were complaining about the noise. But they did not care, this was what makes them happy. And they were feeling it.

There friends saw them grow and liked it to. Joao&Zanoah were booked for the weekend. Not in a club but just on a few birthday parties. Friends told them to search for contacts so that they could spin in the clubs. But they where not ready for that, not yet. It was a hobby and it still was a begin.

But there uncle heard about it and recommend Joao&Zanoah to a man who organize parties in Amsterdam. In a week they get a call if they could come. That was the first booking. Afterwards it was not that kinda booking. The man was not real, small said 'a jurk'.

Now that they find out what it was to play in a club, they were searching for more. There was a cousin who was also organizing parties in Amsterdam. He asked Joao&Zanoah to come. That was a not so booking number 2. Because they were spinning for free. But they were thankfull for the opportunity. Because after that day everything was getting better. More booking, bigger parties. Sometimes for free but it did not matter.

6 months later than that they could look back and say it was all worth it. They played in Club Home Amsterdam, Marcanti Amsterdam, Jimmy Woo Amsterdam, Post Rotterdam, Club Monza Utrecht and more. And it's still going on.
Now they have there own concept with percussion and saxophone. And for every gig they got there own MC. They are also making alot of mixtapes and are busy with new tracks. Soon everybody will hear from Joao&Zanoah.

Curious fot there sound? Go see them at Club Monza Utrecht, Thursday from 01.00 till late.
Out.


One of my favorites.

When I wake up, I put this track on and just sing and dance haha.

The movie starts with a little interview, so just wait till the beat drops.

Weekend Love.

Time for myself, time for my own.

Sometimes I need to spend time on my own. Just to straight up things or to clear my mind. And the weird thing 'bout this is that when these times come it's always on a friday. So today it's friday and guess what I'm doing..

Music.

Sum peeps try to put music in boxes. This is house, this is hiphop bla bla. The way I see this is, that music is just music. I love music! Music make me happy when I'm sad. More happy when I'm allready happy! Music is life, u just need to find ur self while listning to it..

Quote of the day.

Dont let problems hunt u down. Hunt ur problems down. Never give up yall!

When parents...

I never get used to it. I love them but when they have frustrations or they don't like what i'm doing and tell me, its complicated. Most of the time I know they are right but when they tell u that it's hard to understand.

This is why we're people. We got our own will and sometimes we want to do things our own way. Realize that ur parents want the best for u and that they have enough life experience to say what is right.

Its hard but u can try, 'cause nine out of ten times u say 'damn, they were right'.

Dear mom.

Shoutout to.

I just wanne say to these people that I love them and I will always be there for them, whenever, whereever, whatever. Because ur my fam.

Mom, Dad, Joao, Salome, Chiara, Alysha, Kevin, Thang, Jordi, Merwin, Tony, Miranda, Chistobal, Isaak, Jin, Ridwan, Lin, Ryan, Chi, Yale & Remo.

Love yall

Dwele is coming to town.

10/03/2010 Dwele in concert at Maassilo Rotterdam. U can get ur ticket for only 18,- euro. So be there or be squared.

So funny.

Ofcourse many people are following the Olympic Games in Vancouver, Canada. The funny thing is that tonight at Sven Kramers 10.000 meters run everybody was getting emotional about the mistake he or his coach made. All of a sudden everybody is watching the Olympics and have to say something about it on Twitter, Hyves or Facebook. I'm sure this story is gonna be the conversation of the week.

So I've heard a joke: Sven Kramer has a new sponsor named TomTom, after 6400 meters stay on the right side. :)

Indonesia here I come.

Yess yess yall.. From 27/07 till 24/08 u will find me in Indonesia. Can't wait to go. This year I'm with Remo and my lovely lil' sis Lysh'..
Guess where Joao is going. Greece, Chersonissos. I have one word: #lame

RIP Blackberry Bold.

After 1,5 year my Blackberry Bold is officially out. Time for a new one. And the winner is... the Blackberry Tour. I have to wait one week for it, so no Twitter, Hyves, Facebook or BBM for me this week.

PS. Jin if u read this, I'm sorry but he's really knock out.. WE-LOU :s sorry honey..

Forgiveness.

When sombody hurts you, they take power over you. You dont forgive them, they keeps the power. Forgive them and after you forgive them, forgive yourself.

Perfect line.

I know u don't believe in fairytales but if u did. I wanne be ur knight and shining armor. U've been trough so much and I dont wanne cu hurt anymore. Now I may not give u all that u used to. But I do know I can love u past ur pain. I dont want u to worry 'bout anything. U just have to wake up every morning and I'll take it from there.

I'm writing till I fall asleep.

When I dont know how to act or don't what to say. Than I grap a pencil, some paper and then I just wright till I fall asleep.
I'm not such a singer but I'm luvin it. Just listen.

Zanoah ft Salome & Daddy - Girl can't you see.

In need for sum thee?

Okay this in not how I usual drink my thee but this time I had no choice. Haha..

FC Bahaya

I represent to you FC Bahaya. My pride and joy when it comes to futsal. Every year we play a few futsal tournaments and most of the time we win them haha. Got love for them.
This photo is taking at ASN futsal tournament Arnhem and ofcourse we won this one.





All I can say is that i dig this songs, just listen.

The D.E.Y. - I need you


Raheem DeVaughn - I dont care

When I think about it.

It crosses my mind so many times. How will it be, what will it be if..
Sometimes I even think is this what I want or is this the right thing..
And after all that thinkin and wishing I can only say, time will tell..
So I got time, if my time is spending waiting on you..

Family and friends

U are born with family and u die with family.
A friend is just a friend, one quarrel and it ends.
They leave u and then you're alone, and it hurts you to the bone.
But a friendship is special and it's verry hard to find.
Cuz when someone really loves u, everything feels all right.
So find ur self a friend who can be a part of ur family.
Someone u can build on and who'll always got ur back.
Than u got ur self a friend u can call family.

She just can't and I understand..

It's not that it's the right place and the wrong time. It feels like it but I know God has a plan for all this. So I just go with the flow and let Him lead me trough this thing called love.

And we do it like!

Rless was onnn!

His performance was good and the vibe was dope. Location and sound was ZERO! :s

But a BIG shoutout to Ryan fuckin Leslie, cuz this man got talent. I love his music.

Can't wait for the next one. Next concert is Alicia Keys.

Out

State aka the City

This is a place where u can find love, happiness, troubles, friends and not so friends.. I can't say I dont love to be there. 'Cause this place knows love. We are like brothers from another mother or sisters from another mister...

Where I needsta b


Troubles

When u've got family problems don't run away from it. For these kinda things u need to fight for it, nomatter what. From friends u can run or hide. But when it comes to family u can't! U can take time for ur self but not to long cause problems don't run. It will hit u everytime u see them or think about them.
I don't say it's good to run from ur friends because in life u need them to. What I say is that family is what u got, friends u can choose. So choose them right. The way I see it, is that u got friends for periods in life. Some friendships will last longer then others. U need friends to have fun and talk with them when u got problems in life. They help u trough hard times in life.When it comes to family, family u need them ur whole life. Because when u ain't got friends anymore u got ur family. So treat them right and know u can lean or build on them.
But... there's always a but. But also in ur family u need to choose on u can and want to lean or build on. Not everybody is that strong enough to help u in times of trouble. So when u have troubles. Don't run away from it because I know that problems don't run away from u! Fight! And when the time is right, talk about it, share it with people u trust.

With el-ow-vi-ie